mercy on me

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

my Lord,

i'm worried sick.

there's something about me that had confused myself.

if it's true, then i've sinned. and will forever be sinned.

if i didn't admit it, i'll still be thinking about it till i get the final answer.

to choose or not to choose.

to admit or not to admit.

to be or not to be.

this is a big dilemma.

i don't want to admit it but i'm afraid it'll turn out even worse.

there's only one solution to this.

but if do that, i will still be sinned.

so the result is the same.

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Al-Fatihah.

In the name of Allah, The Mercy giving, The Merciful.

Praise be to Allah, the Lord of universe.
The Mercy giving, The Merciful.
Ruler of the Day of Repayment.
You do we worship, You do we call on for help.
Guide us to the truth and along the right path.
The path of those whom You have favored, not with whom You are angry nor who are lost.
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help us.
keep our prayer.
you are our protector.
guide us closer to a proper behavior.
and shelter us from evil.
our Lord,
forgive us for our sins and forgive our parents for their sins.
show us mercy.
give us something fine in this world as well as something fine in the hereafter.
and shield us from torments of hell.

Amin.