Monday, June 29, 2009


filem yang sangat best. tapi sayang panggung tak terima.

aku tak nak cakap banyak. tengok dan nilai sendiri.


Gadoh tells a story of a group of teenagers who fought each other along racial lines; a cycle of hatred and violence further escalated by their environment and school system.

What was to be a quick resolution to improve the school’s bad image, was taken as an opportunity for one teacher who believed that real change was possible. She ropes in the help of an old friend and reluctant maverick theater activist for this arduous task.

Is there hope amidst the cycle of discrimination that surrounds us? Watch Gadoh for their story, and what it may very well tell us about ourselves.

Movie Info:

Duration: 70 mins
Director: Brenda Danker, Namron
Producer: Anna Har
Production Company: Big Pictures Productions
Supported by Pusat KOMAS
Starring: Namron, Nicholas Liew Davis, Zahiril Adzim, Amerul Affendi and Maya Tan Abdullah
Language: Bahasa Malaysia with English/BM subtitles
Poster design by: Alexdrina Chong, Lucid Design Collaborative Studio

Download links:

credit to

why america?

NOBODY english version by WONDER GIRLS

to be honest, it sounds kinda lame. and they could have done another MV for the english version, not dubbing with stupid voices and insert new shots in the old MV. and even with the english version, i still don't know what they're saying if there's no lyrics in front of me.

i don't understand why korean artist berlumba-lumba nak promote themselves in america. they look so desperate to me. it's not like i hate them for doing that, but when they're in US market, they are completely a different person. their music has been americanized. look at what US did to Se7en's "Girls" and Boa's "I Did It For Love". that is soo not korean.

the reason we cheer for korean artist is because of their music, which is unique. and because we're tired with american songs who's been talking about nothing but money, sex and so on.

and i hope JYP will make a new MV for "Tell Me". and WG needs to brush up their voices and accent as well.

WG Fighting!

and oh, some previews for their performance in JoBro's concert. seriously the crowd was so silent. were they dying or what? well, i guess they were trying to figure out what the hell was happening on the stage and who the heck were those bunch of weird-dance-movement-with-accent girls..


Sunday, June 28, 2009


Multiple myeloma also known as MM, myeloma, plasma cell myeloma, or as Kahler's disease is a cancer of plasma cells. These immune cells are formed in bone marrow, are numerous in lymphatics and produce antibodies. Myeloma is incurable, but remissions may be induced with steroids, chemotherapy, thalidomide and stem cell transplants. Median survival is 3 years, but the introduction of novel treatments in the last decade have improved this prognosis to 50–55 months. Chromosome diagnosis can separate patients into more or less favorable prognoses. Myeloma is part of the broad group of diseases called hematological malignancies.

Hypercalcaemia is an elevated calcium level in the blood. It can be an asymptomatic laboratory finding, but because an elevated calcium level is often indicative of other diseases, a diagnosis should be undertaken if it persists. It can be due to excessive skeletal calcium release, increased intestinal calcium absorption, or decreased renal calcium excretion.


btw, i passed the driving test. not much of a news anyway considering the fact that my dad probably had not improve so well. i can deal with hypercalcaemia, but certainly push aside the possibility of getting multiple myeloma case.

Friday, June 26, 2009

the legend

the legendary king of pop, Michael Jackson is dead.

it's still unknown whether he really converted into Islam or not.

if he did, i hope the funeral would be according to the Islamic way. at least, his Muslim brother can take care of it.

i feel really sad right now, even though i'm not really a big fan of MJ but i loved watching him do the moonwalk thing.

and right now it's all just a history.

to think about it, it's really tragic, you know, of the way he died. because dia baru saja nak buat comeback, to clear all the stupid scandals. to tell you the truth, i never believed that he molested those kids. he just loved the children, how could he ever hurt em? i blamed all those stupid media who are incredibly jealous of MJ's success.

but then, hanya Tuhan saja that knows the truth.

god bless you MJ. may you rest in peace.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

get smart

Tidak semua perkara yang benar itu logik

Kisah 1: Seorang kafir (OK) berkata pada orang mukmin (OM) yang sedang berwudhuk:

OK: “Kenapa kamu wudhuk?
OM: “Aku tadi batal wudhuk sebab terkentut”
OK: ” Aku heran, kamu kentut di belakang tapi kenapa kamu cuci muka, tangan, kepala dan kaki kamu? Kenapa kamu tidak cuci tempat yang keluar kentut?

OM: “Ini arahan Tuhanku, aku taat saja”
OK: “Jelas sekali agama kamu ini tidak benar. Arahannya tidak logik sama sekali”
OM: “Kebenaran itu tidak semestinya logik”
OK: ” Apa buktinya?
OM: Yuk ikut aku

OM membawa OK ke sebuah pintu. Lalu OM memegang tangan OK, kemudian menyepit tangan OM dengan pintu itu. OK menjerit kesakitan.

OK: Aduh tangan aku sakit…tolong lepaskan tangan aku!
OM: Baiklah…inilah jawabanku: tangan kamu yang sakit, tapi kenapa mulut kamu yang menjerit.
OM pun meninggalkan OK yang bodoh sombong itu dalam kesakitan….

Tidak semua perkara yang logik itu benar..

Kisah2: Seorang kafir (OK) berkata kepada orang mukmin (OM)

OK: Tuhan kamu sungguh tidak adil
OM: Kenapa?
OK: Tuhan kamu menghukum manusia dan syaitan yang jahat di dalam neraka yang terbuat dari api. Tentu saja manusia tersiksa tapi syaitan enak saja.
OM: Kenapa begitu?
OK: Yalah…manusia dicipta dari tanah, kalau dibakar dengan api hangus, sakitlah. Tapi syaitan dicipta dari api, kalau dibakar dengan api relaks lah….tdk terasa apa-apa….
OM: Tidak begitu. Tuhan aku kata, mereka semua akan tersiksa…
OK: Ah…tdk mungkin. Logiknya manusia saja yg tersiksa, syaitan tidak

OM diam sebentar, lalu dia meninggalkan OK. Beberapa waktu kemudian OM datang lagi dengan membawa sebongkah tanah keras dan melemparnya tepat ke dahi OK. Dahi OK luka berlumuran darah. Kemudian dia membawa OM menghadap seorang hakim. Setelah mendengar cerita dari kedua belah pihak ttg kejadian itu, maka hakim bertanya pada OM.

Hakim: mengapa kamu lempar OK begitu?
OM : Maaf Tuan Hakim, OK mengatakan bahwa Tuhan tidak adil kerana menghukum manusia dan syaitan yang jahat di dalam neraka yang terbuat dari api. Tentu saja manusia tersiksa tapi syaitan enak saja sbb syaitan dicipta dari api. Logiknya memang begitu, tapi itu tidak benar. TIDAK SEMUA YANG LOGIK ITU BENAR. Sebagai buktinya saya lempar dia dengan tanah. Logiknya OK, manusia yg dicipta dari tanah kalau dilempar dengan tanah tidak sakit, bukan? Tapi buktinya OK luka dan sakit. Saya tidak bermaksud menyakitinya, saya hanya mau menjawab pertanyaannya.

Renungan kepada para pengagum Albert Einstein, Bill Gates, para saintis, filosof dan yang sejenis dengannya

Kalau begitu, siapakah sebenarnya manusia yang paling cerdik? Einstein, dll yang kafir atau orang mukmin (walaupun dia hanya tukang kebun)?

credit to ohtidak

Thursday, June 18, 2009


dah lama tak update.

why? kenapa aku tak update? (tiru modal Shino from Naruto.dang that guy is funny and annoying at the same time XD)

sebab aku busy. itu alasan terbaik kan?


my dad got admitted to the hospital. something's wrong with his back. i dunno what's the medical terms for it. although i SHOULD know considering i'm taking medical, and i JUST learned about the bones last semester. so yeah, it's pretty much like it and i have to take care of him. sounds noble? tch. i don't think so.

to be honest i never expect him to experience this kind of situation. never thought he would get sick, sick as in REALLY sick. i mean cuz he's a doctor, and doctors in general SHOULD NOT get sick. coz who's going to take care of the others if the doctor can't take care of himself? right?

well, maybe i'm just the only one who thinks like that.

for this 21st June 2009,


cuz we miss watching you chasing the kitties around the house! (haha. don't think i didn't know that, dad.)

Friday, June 12, 2009

YouTube bodoh

enough said with the title.

Thursday, June 11, 2009


i can't stop laughing for this one. seriously.

pretty crazy. and creative.


Wednesday, June 10, 2009








p/s : did i tell u that Bleach is soooo boring?? up until episode 6 and i've had enough. i don't know why it's so popular. Naruto and One Piece are sooo much better. I'M JUST SAYING.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009


reunion membawa kepada pertemuan antara aku, yana dan yana.

ya, ada dua yana. so to make it easier, aku namakan yana suju dan yana dbsk.

kerana aku najwa big bang. hehe ^_^

suju : wei, nanti ujung taun ni maybe ade konsert suju. mau datang??
dbsk : ha???waaa...bestnye!!
big bang : aku boley je. call je, nanti pandai2 la aku carik duit.berape bajet?
suju : paling koman 1 rat. tu pon nanti kepala dorang nampak cam semut je la.
dbsk :
big bang : paling depan?
suju : gile? 5 rat. mane nak kebas?
dbsk : aa..x ley murah lagi ke?
suju : bajet between 1 rat hingge 3 rat. 5 rat aku pon x mampu..
big bang : 3 rat pon jadi la...
dbsk : adeh..ikat perot gua nanti.. ;((
big bang : oo pastu nanti SS501 pon maybe de gak december ni.
suju : ok set.
dbsk : aiyark!!

itulah perbualan tak seberapa between ELF, Cassiopeia dan VIP.
anda akan memahami terms ini jika anda berjiwa korea.

note : perbualan ini aku punya version. bahasa mereka tidak sekasar itu. saja nak bagi spice.biar bunyi kaw2 sikit.

big bang : bile big bang nak wat concert kt msia neyh??
suju : tawakkal je bro..

kempunan gila nak pegang lampu tu.. cun sangat2

Sunday, June 7, 2009




to tell you the truth the reunion was really enjoyable for the first half.

but then towards the end, i've been told about things that i thought would be good for me if i didn't know em. because those secrets somehow will change my perspectives towards certain people, especially for someone that was so innocent back in the high school, but perhaps due to culture shock or whatever the reason is, she's not so innocent anymore.

it's somehow amazing how different places can change people's behavior. and it's a lot more amazing how love can shatter their strong faith.

if love is able to give such influence, then perhaps i don't want to be involved in it. at all.

rakan yang pernah aku pandang tinggi suatu ketika dahulu kini ku pandang sebelah mata saja. atau mungkin aku tak mahu langsung untuk menoleh kearahnya lagi. kerana bimbang hati aku akan mengutuk dan mencerca kelakuannya, peribadinya.

kalau nak ditegur. orang kata:

"alah..biarlah dia.. dah besar panjang.tau la pikir sndiri.."

masalahnya, perlukah mereka dibiarkan semata-mata alasan manusia itu sudah besar?

aku sendiri pun tak tahu.

Friday, June 5, 2009


which one is better?

CRAIG DAVID (original version)

WHEESUNG (korean version)

i say i like WHEESUNG. maybe because :
  1. he's korean
  2. he has the look..and shades
  3. he's humble (how do i even know this??)
  4. his rap is better (even though i don't know what the heck is he talking about)
  5. he's better at moving the body

filem tak tidur malam

you've got to love this one. if not then you're gay. (man i use that word too much lately.what's wrong with me?)


uber blog - joudan ka?

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang si pemberi award ini.
  1. suka spongebob (adakah itu sesuatu yang menarik?)
  2. memiliki kereta biru (menarik baginya..kot)
  3. watashi no aneki
  4. kanojo wa shigoto ga suki desu
  5. i GUESS she likes adam gaybert (which is weird, not interesting. lol)
Setiap blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih
  1. suka jepun. which is cool :)
  2. suka anime
  3. suka drama jepun
  4. suka lagu jepun
  5. suka fesyen jepun
  6. suka bahasa jepun
  7. suka negara jepun
  8. ....i told u i like japan
  9. sehari kalau tak dengar at least 1 lagu jepun/korea memang tak sah
  10. fakta paling penting : unpredictable. seriously. sometimes i just don't understand myself
Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award dan describe tentang mereka
  1. can
  2. i
  3. just
  4. tag
  5. anyone
  6. who
  7. reads
  8. this
  9. post
  10. question mark (?)
ok. i guess that's it.

Monday, June 1, 2009


brg2 dlm wallet yg sgt penting:
  1. IC
  2. CIMB card
  3. CUCMS card
  4. driving test card
and all of em were gone cuz i lost it somewhere aku sndiri pon x tau kt ne. namenye pon ilang kan.

aku rase cam nak tendang sumer orang je. cane la boley jatuh. tak penah2 jadik camtu. sial.

kalo wallet aku cam naruto kan best. kalo jatuh snang nak jumpe. pncurik pon tak minat nak amek. ne~gama-chan?