manusia gila

susah kalau niat baik dipersetankan.

pernah tak, bila kau nak tolong orang tu, niat kau baik, tapi kau pulak dianiaya.

orang tu buat salah, jadi kau nak betulkan dia. tapi yang silapnya cara kau salah. tapi tu sebab kau tak tau nak buat apa. duduk diam tak boleh. nak buat sesuatu pun dungu fikiran.

alih-alih kau berdepan dengan dia. orang lain pun masuk campur. tapi dia buat muka tak bersalah. dikatakan kau menuduh dia. memfitnah dia. tanpa sebarang bukti. ya, memang kau tak ada bukti. tapi kau yakin 100% dengan apa yang kau percaya. dan dia pun sebenarnya tak membuktikan yang kau tu salah. malah dia cuba putarbelitkan keadaan. menjadikan kau seorang yang sangat jahat di mata orang lain. dan dia, menangis menagih simpati. yang kononnya dia tak tahu apa-apa.

jadi dalam situasi itu, kau kalah. dia menang. di mata orang lain.
walaupun hakikatnya akhirat nanti kau menang. dia yang tanggung dosa.

hipokritnya manusia.

kepada engkau. ya, engkau. aku tau aku akan berdosa dengan apa yang aku akan cakap ni. dengan orang lain aku boleh nak consider, tapi dengan kau beb, adalah satu exception, yang mana :


AKU TAK AKAN MAAFKAN KAU SAMPAI AKHIRAT ATAS APA YANG KAU BUAT KAT AKU DAN KAWAN AKU. KERANA KAU MANUSIA YANG PALING DAJAL PERNAH AKU JUMPA.

dan "because i'm a good hacker" adalah statement paling gay pernah aku dengar.

tak boleh tidur

YE SAYA DAH LAMA TAHU YANG SAYA SANGAT EGO.

so jangan hentam saya. tapi cuba ubah saya.

oke?

RIDIC

kadang2 bila naik kereta ke, bas ke, aku selalu imagine what happen kalau kereta ni crash? it's like, i want that accident to happen. i want to experience how does it feels like. it may sounds crazy since i'm asking for death, tapi.. aa.. tu lah. i don't even know why. perhaps my life has been dull and boring lately so i want that kind of incident to happen, see whether it changes my life somehow.

o well, kalau dah accident then patah sana sini of course la life berubah kan. mati terus langsung la habis life tu.

p/s : may God bless the souls involved in 10.10.10 tragedy.

old school

suddenly teringat Aerosmith.




and Bon Jovi

conspiracy

recently my friend asked me whether i know about illuminati. that topic has been around i dunno since when, tapi jadi hot topic especially bila TV3 raya commercial came out. oh and before that illuminati was mentioned to be related with Anugerah Juara Lagu, and even Hujan's frontman Noh. and then there's this thing about Lady Gaga sembah setan and etc. i mean yang tu kalau dia tak relate ngan illuminati pun aku macam percaya jugak..

i don't know much about illuminati, but i do know a lil bit about freemason, thanks to Mastika. on a side note, people kept bashing Mastika, or whoever that read one, but i think not all of the contents are nonsense. there are a lot of things in it yang we don't even know, well prolly because we are ignorant about world issue. if it's not because of Mastika, i didn't even know about Mona Fandey, Idi Amin, and Freemason.


i'm not saying that i don't believe in all the theories surrounding it, i just, don't bother so much to actually debate about it in blogs or newspaper. perhaps it's true, but what annoys me the most is that people give so much attention to this matter, where in fact benda2 yang dah terang tang tang salah and 'against' humanity tak pulak nak dilaung, dijerit, diadilkan. issue racism yang dah berkulat tu tak ada pulak approach from gov. kalau setakat 1malaysia tu nenek aku pun boleh buat proposal.

we are all actually a hypocrite, even myself. we said we're not racist, we condemned racism, tapi bila ada orang buat salah sikit, first thing yang we mentioned would be their race. even among us, berapa kerat je member from outside our race that we have. when i said member, i meant real bestie punya. bukan classmate. bukan neighbor. bukan lecturer. bukan someone we know.


i think one of the ways yang gov boleh consider, is that kita wajibkan (kot) for all students to learn other's language. i mean, now all people tahu at least speak malay and english. but what about chinese and tamil? kadang2 aku rasa agak suspicious bila dengar other chinese/indian spoke in their language in front of me. bukan la aku nak kata diorang tak ada kerja lain nak kutuk2, tapi..aa..pokoknya macam tu lah. paham la kan.

erm, ape ni. nak cakap pasal illuminati tapi melencong kat racism pulak.

illuminati. entah. baca la sendiri. aku pun malas nak selidik. GIT pun tak habis baca lagi ini pulak nak kaji benda alah ni.

oh anyway i found this in salafus solih punya blog. best la jugak blog dia. bila baca banyak yang ketepek kat atas dahi. theory ni agak menarik. nak percaya ke tak tu.. up to u lah.

EPIK HIGH

despite all the bad news surrounding Tablo, i still WORSHIP their music. who cares if he didn't go to Stanford like he claimed? so he's a con. so what. that doesn't change the fact that he wrote the lyrics, composed the music, and even spoke perfect english when he got interviewed by CNN. CNN for god sake.

people are jealous of him too much. and Mithra and Tukutz are not there by his side just when he needed them the most. and honestly i won't be that surprised if Tablo commit suicide. not that i want it to happen, but with all the pressure on him and his family, even Einstein will be depressed.

some of EPIK HIGH's songs from their latest album Epilogue.

Over

You are an overacheiver, do what it takes till it takes everything you are.
Want a break from the world but the world wanna break you.
The weight makes your backbone curl up and ache you.

[Tablo's Verse]
Got so much to prove, hopin' they approve. The only thing that's true is all you ever do is do. You're movin' shoe to shoe but you're not goin'. You stop growin' the moment that you stay at the top. The only way is to drop, free-fallin down the stairs that you climbed up, lined up to freely mount the air.

But you dare not airdrop, tied up like a hairknot, hikin' down without a chance of steppin' on a fair rock. And so, you stand still in a standstill. Hands still buildin' castles on a sandhill. 'Man, chill...' is what your friends say, but you're not hearin' what little men say. Anyway. Keep on goin' and taste the stars. Keep on growin' and raise the bar. You're livin' life for the A's down to the Z's. After the hill, you've got a mountain to seize.

Who can tell? Your living is an organized hell. The mansion of your mind, just an oversized cell. The pressure... everything is done to a measure. In the sea of competition sunk like a treasure. Like a feather fallin' slow spralin' to the floor. Strung up like a broken violin to your course. Opportunity is knockin' at your door but you never left a welcome mat. It doesn't matter anymore. Or anyhow, but you're too late to turn back. Fate pushin' you into the wall like a thumbtack. Ain't no comebacks in this game of life. Roll the dice again. Roll it once, never twice. Keep on goin' and taste the stars. Keep on growin' and raise the bar. You're livin' life for the A's down to the Z's. After one drop, you've got a fountain to seize.

RUN


Run, run, run away....
Run, run, run away....
Run, run, run away....
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Run, run, runaway.
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

[Mithra's Verse]

It's pitch dark.
The world moves on too fast.
I’m the only one who’s limping on both legs.
The path I must walk is endless.
What’s at the end of this path?
Are you going there knowing about it?
Will I learn the answers if I go there with my eyes closed?
The sky that never responds to a such question.
The two arms tied up by daily life are too heavy to embrace dreams.
I'm scared, I've been abandoned locked away.Just for today run somewhere like your crazy.


[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…
No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).


You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.
Away...

No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.


[Tablo's Verse]

My life is a rainy night that rains 365 days.
A heart that gets smaller every 24 hours.
I even hid the small comma and its tail,then the future that awaits me becomes a period...
Carry the new day on your shoulder and run.
What am I running towards?
Whether if the sun’s setting or I if I’m losing…
I don’t know.
But I go.
Keep on runnin’ runnin’ runnin’ high.
I'm the young star that has been abandoned by the galaxy.



[Bridge]

Run till you can touch the sky with your hands.
Run till your heart is filled with your dreams.

Everybody run, run, run away…No matter how much I run (I can’t escape from it).
Everybody run, run, runaway…
If I look back while running (You’re still there).

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.
Away...

No matter how much I run, I’m still on the same spot.


You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.
Down, down, down.

You got me runnin' runnin' runnin' around.Down, down, down.
Away...

For you, who’s running endlessly.


p/s: so k-netizens, you're telling that he didn't wrote these too?

Tablo : I DID GO TO STANFORD BITCHESSSSSSS