macam takde mood nak study petang ni.
tidur pun tak nak. otak lembab. kata prof hamdan.
bukak facebook. bosan.
friendster. macam nak tutup je akaun tu.
nak buat case study. habuk pun tak jumpa dalam antara-jaring (internet)
gosip dengan housemates. best.
ya allah. tambah lagi dosa aku hari ni.
semalam pergi low yatt. banyak benda nak beli.
printer. thumbdrive. printer.
duit tak cukup. simpan balik niat.
then singgah jusco beli barang.
ack~ habis 55 ringgit malaysia.
kfc chicky meal. around 10 ringgit malaysia.
stock makanan untuk sebulan. 30 ringgit malaysia.
sampai cyber. kemas barang. bukak laptop.
.......
bosan balik.
*sigh*
hari jumaat ni nak pergi pahang.
hajatnye.
tapi takut tak sempat siap assignment.
dah la final.
tch~sangat pening. dilemma.
sekarang still wondering nak tidur ke tak.
dah pukul 5.30. tak payah la najwa.
kau ni dah la cepat lupa.
tidur petang lagi la tak jalan otak tu.
bukak blog mamat ni. dengar lagu lenka.
macam best. nak download kejap lagi.
buat lagu senang tidur.
ok. case study tak siap lagi.
OFF.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
a battle
just came back from home in kelantan.
*sigh*
where should i start..
i was shocked to see my dad. he looked so thin. badan macam tinggal rangka. i would mistook him for my tuk ayah (grandfather) you know. seriously. the whole body was like being burnt, due to the effect of radiotherapy.
i'm so sorry.
i'm sorry that i didn't go near you. it's because if i look at you, i will cry. and i don't want you to see me cry. cuz you will cry too. and when you cry, it will only burden you more. so that's why i can only see you from far. i felt guilty for doing that. i may seems heartless, but i'm battling inside as well. i'm considering about lots of things. it's not that i don't want to give my parents a call, but i just don't want to think about what happen. cuz if i do, i will cry, and cry, and cry. what can i get from crying? it won't solve my problem, nor it will cure my father. and i even cry right now while saying this.
may God forgive me. and may He brings back health to my father. Amiin.
*sigh*
where should i start..
i was shocked to see my dad. he looked so thin. badan macam tinggal rangka. i would mistook him for my tuk ayah (grandfather) you know. seriously. the whole body was like being burnt, due to the effect of radiotherapy.
i'm so sorry.
i'm sorry that i didn't go near you. it's because if i look at you, i will cry. and i don't want you to see me cry. cuz you will cry too. and when you cry, it will only burden you more. so that's why i can only see you from far. i felt guilty for doing that. i may seems heartless, but i'm battling inside as well. i'm considering about lots of things. it's not that i don't want to give my parents a call, but i just don't want to think about what happen. cuz if i do, i will cry, and cry, and cry. what can i get from crying? it won't solve my problem, nor it will cure my father. and i even cry right now while saying this.
may God forgive me. and may He brings back health to my father. Amiin.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
final
esok final exam.
takut. nak jawab exam.
happy. nak balik rumah.
tapi macam ada yang tak kena.
hopefully nothing bad is going to happen.
takut. nak jawab exam.
happy. nak balik rumah.
tapi macam ada yang tak kena.
hopefully nothing bad is going to happen.
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