back off

thanks.

but i don't need you to look after me.

i can handle myself.

walaupun aku tahu aku tak boleh nak jaga diri aku.

tapi i prefer it that way.

mungkin aku ego.

mungkin.

even if i am, biarlah.

aku lagi selesa.

random updates

hai.

1. last moday aku, nash, fara, safy, sofy went for a movie. PISAU CUKUR!! sangat best. bitchy gila. gedik fazura sangat menjadi. maya karin sangat lawa. gigi besi sangat cute and sweet. aww...
2. Basic Life Support exam dah lepas. tak tahu la lulus ke tidak. aku tak kisah pun. whateverrr.
3. Sunathon? macam dah malas nak masuk. aku pun takut nak sunat orang. takut masa depan orang tu rosak sebab aku. KDK (ketawa dengan kuat, as in LOL : laughing out loud)
4. esok? exam. macam biasa. dah immune dengan exam. tiap2 minggu exam. hari2 study. tiap2 hujung minggu terperuk kat rumah buat assignment. bosannya hidup macam tu.
5. Genting. yes. kami plan nak berpoya2 lepas final pathology. heading to Genting yo!
6. currently start dengar bacaan quran kat ikim dan tengok video pasal islam kat utube. dah nak ajal la ni kot. eish. bak kata mamat yang makan orang tu : dont talk about death when u're still breathing. ya betul! saya sokong.
7. hari sabtu ni nak tengok 2012 dengan aufa. yeay! then buy shoes. desperate sangat2 ni.
8. currently dah agak bosan dengan makanan bernama nasi, maggi, pasta, tuna dan sardin. nak cekodok!!!
9. mamat tu still tak tegur aku. damn.. whatever lah.
10. aku suka ayat ni "kenapa kita tak nak look stupid in front of someone we like? then how are we going to live with our partner for the rest of our lives without looking stupid once in a while?" kan kan? suka sangat nak kontrol depan pakwe. macam hipokrit. tu yang cerai berai tu. buat natural suda..

p/s : wei nurliyana binti al-bakri. bile nak lepak sama2? dah lama aku ajak tau. kau ni busy yang amat ni... T_T

sign

semalam aku mimpi ayah. but not in a way that i expected. he's in this building, that looks like a school. but i think it's a hospital though. then i was looking for him at that moment, i ran up and down the stairs, then finally i found him, tapi yang peliknya kawan kepada kawan aku pun ada dalam mimpi tu. dan Mamat Bajet Hensem. entah macam mana dia boleh sesat aku pun tak tahu. they took care of my dad. then suddenly kawan kepada kawan aku pun tanya, najwa, betul eh ur dad said dulu masa kecik u makan tahi cicak?



haha.



lepas tu aku dah tak ingat apa yang berlaku. sedar2 alarm aku tengah memekak.

aku bangun, termenung.
teringat.
rindu.