ghost

season 1

season 2

lagi satu drama berkualiti. the concept is almost the same as ghost whisperer. but i guess this one is much better. at least i thought so.

and owh, my *cough* man *cough* zahiril is starring in the second season. well, i got the feeling that he's the culprit behind the murder. if it is, then i'll be the first one to say

"oh no you didn't!!!"

merah puteh

ok. di mana perlu aku mula.

sejujurnya, aku bukanlah jenis yang suka melayan cerita melayu. namun ada pihak2 yang berkecuali. kalau filem, aku hanya akan tengok cerita arahan yasmin ahmad dan afdlin shauki. dan mungkin juga filem2 yang ber'style' kami the movie dan gol dan gincu. yang lain, sorry aku tolak tepi. drama lagilah aku malas nak layan.

tapi drama merah dan puteh ni agak lain daripada rata2 drama melayu yang ada di tv sekarang, umpamanya drama yang entah apa2 seperti spa q, cinta untuk ain, dan seangkatan dengannya.

sebenarnya, apa yang menjadikan drama2 tersebut low class dari pandangan mata aku ialah kelemahan skrip dan kualiti pelakon. rata2 skrip macam sampah. sangat cliche. bosan. cheesy. corny. yang membuatkan orang seperti aku selalu meluahkan kata2 seperti "adehh..." atau "nak muntah siot" atau "asal bodoh sangat cite ni?" dan sebagainya. pelakon pula. *mengeluh* balik2 muka sama. kalau pandai berlakon tak apalah.make up pula tebal tahap gaban. muka perempuan macam pontianak. yang lelaki pula macam bapuk.

anyway.

yang membuatkan aku lagi suka drama ni sebab MERAH lakonan zahiril adzim. sangat selamba. tak perlu action yang lebih2. kool. macam tengok realiti program. like diari af. ok aku tak tengok benda mengarut tu. aku pun tak tahu sejak bila aku minat mamat ni. aku tahu yang dia pernah berlakon dalam kami the movie. tapi masa tu aku tak acknowledge dia pun. haha. sengal. maybe lepas aku tengok dia baca puisi masa event bintang jatuh anjuran wani ardy. tak sangka pulak tajul yang gangster bagai nak rak boleh jadi pemuisi.





p/s: just in case if MERAH reads this, (well, i know it's quite a big possibility to be impossible) boy i tell you that you should try yasmin ahmad's style. trust me, your talent won't be wasted. buktinya, tengok filem talentime. tak perlu ada pelakon2 terkenal, lawa2, tapi lakonan mereka sangat berkesan. ok? *wink*

bas malam

pukul 1.56 pagi.

di dalam bas.

bosan. dan lapar.

tu lah. orang suruh habiskan burger tadi tak nak.

handphone pun lupa nak charge. kan dah habis bateri.

last2 buka beg ambil laptop. senang cerita.

.....

hmm. macam tak tahu nak tulis apa la pulak.

oo ya. sejuk. sangat2. sebab tak ada selimut.

dan tak selesa. sangat2. sebab peot.

tadi beli souvenir untuk orang2 di rumah.

first time nak buat baik. *angel*

dan. dan mak cik aku mahu kahwin.

dengan siapa pun dia tak tahu.

aku lagi la tak tahu.

aku hanya mampu wish all the best to her.

and hopefully it won't happen to me.

at least, i won't allow it to happen to me.

zettai ni.

p/s: after this aku tak akan balik malam dah. takut aku tak sedar. nanti tak pasal2 dah sampai kat kota. naya aku.

kura2 makan gulai

the last day in cyberia before i go back home.

and it's freaking BOOOORIIIING since the internet line was cut off.

and god knows how pathetic my life would be without internet.

so i decided to go to mmu.

dan line internet sangat2 lembab tahap kura2 baru lepas makan gulai.

huh. nama saja multimedia. multi sangat la.

esok dah nak balik. dan housemate aku still menggila. like always.

the one and only meroyan. sick.

overload

everytime my head was overloaded with digits, i felt like throwing up.

i like math, i do. but i guess numbers are not my yin fern. hehe.

tomorrow will be the last paper.

and probably the last time i'll be stressing my head off in there.

uwaah. better get back to permutation and combination.

and probability.

if not, the probability of me getting an F in math wud be 99.9%

royyan

ada tak di antara kawan kamu yang meroyan?










menjerit tak tentu pasal. membentak2. menyanyi suara katak.










aku ada.










and it's hella annoying.

arienai

ima made, watashi wa sabishi dakara.

zutto hitori.

wakatte kure no ka? sono kimochi.

mou ichido, minna no aisaretai.

sono yume, yappari muri ka?

saa na.

global warming

cyberjaya sudah terasa effect global warming.

hari-hari panas.

malam pun panas.

petang lagi panas.

is it the weather or me having lots of sins? haha.

by the way, kepada pm baru kita, najib.

tanamlah pokok kat cyberjaya ni banyak2.

dan buatlah shopping complex satu. beserta panggung wayang.

or mungkin kalau bajet tak cukup boleh set up gerai2 tepi jalan.

bolehlah kami menikmati cendol petang2.

janganlah elitkan sangat cyberjaya ni.

sampai gerai goreng pisang pun tak ada.

er.... ok back to the topic.

di cyberjaya kalau jemur baju setengah jam pun dah kering. panas sangat..

hish..manusia. tak pernah nak bersyukur.

panas pun complaint, hujan pun complaint.

so, sama2lah kita selamatkan bumi.

save cyberjaya, save the world!

i wanna screeeeaaamm!!

yatta!!!!

problem dah setel.

mekasih kt izzah nasir first and foremost.

nasihat ko mmg sgt bergune.

boley jadik pakar motivasi nih. haha.

anyway to aufa too. (tak taula nape kite b'trime kasih kt awak.spatotnye x perlu.haha)

yokatta ne~

masalah dah selesai..........kot?

hahaha.whatever la..


note:aku x gune bhs baku kali ni.sbb mood t'lampau hepi.so x smpat nk pikir gne bhs pe.huhu

growing up

i ran way.

i ran away from home just to avoid my problems.

i never did something like this before. i never thought i would think of that. and i was taking the risk of probability getting failed in the examination since all i did at my aunt's house was eating, laughing and watching the screen with moving pictures and sounds.

to tell or not to tell. that is the question.

i hate to admit how pathetic i will look like if i tell them about it. i don't want them to see 'the weak najwa'. even though i used to cry a couple of times in front of them. but still.

since i promised myself starting from this semester that i will never cry because of the problems i have.

how pathetic people can be, when they go to you like you're an angel when you have something that they want, when they want you to do something that they can't do because they are too coward, when they want someone to eat with, to laugh with.

but they ran away from you, left you alone in the house when they want to do something that you aren't capable of, when you're not smart enough, and when you don't have anything that will attract them, like you're some kind of a disease.

when will they grow up? to be able to stop doing this.

when will I grow up? to be able to solve this.

seribu satu kemungkinan

semua orang mula bertukar profesi menjual ikan apabila tiba musim peperiksaan.

mengapa agaknya ya?

adakah musim peperiksaan itu jatuh pada musim tengkujuh?

atau harga barang naik pada musim peperiksaan? kerana untuk mendapat keputusan cemerlang makanan berprotein tinggi seperti ikan hendaklah diutamakan?

atau mungkin kerana penjualan ikan tersebut ada kaitan dengan subjek2 seperti biologi atau matematik?

atau mungkin itu alasan semata-mata untuk fokus kepada peperiksaan.

mungkin.















*mengeluh*



















manusia yang tipikal.

rasa hati

pernah tak kau rasa
ada sesuatu yang kau ingin khabarkan kepada seseorang itu
tapi kau simpan saja dalam hati kecil itu

pernah tak kau rasa
sebak di dada yang tak mampu kau tanggung keseorangan
tapi kau tahan saja air mata itu

pernah tak kau rasa
hati kau diremuk-remuk sampai hampir tidak bernyawa
tapi kau biarkan saja, tidak melawan masalah itu

pernah tak kau rasa
suka sama si manusia ini sangat-sangat
tapi kau pendam saja perasaan itu

pernah tak kau rasa
ingin menceritakan siapa kau sebenar
tapi kau takut kerana ego yang menguasai itu

pernah tak kau rasa
menyesal akan sesuatu perkara
tapi kau tak mampu mengubah nasib itu

pernah tak kau rasa
marah dan kecewa dengan sikap si dia
tapi kau tak berkuasa menukar hidup manusia itu

pernah tak kau rasa
kesunyian walau dikerumun beribu manusia
tapi kau tak berdaya menyingkir perasaan itu

pernah tak kau rasa
inginkan masa depan seperti yang diharapkan
tapi kau tak yakin dengan kebolehan diri itu

pernah tak kau rasa
telah mengecewakan semua hati mereka
tapi kau tak bisa mengampun diri itu














aku pernah.

reminiscing

5 brands you like the most

1. Nokia
2. Nike
   
3. Nose
4. Cadbury (hehe)
5. Famous Amos?? haha
   

5 brands you dislike

1. Pollo
   
2. Bata
   
3. Crocodile
4. ntah
5. ntah
   

5 countries that you want to go the most

1. Japan
   
2. Korea
   
3. New Zealand
   
4. Egypt
5. Paris
   

5 item that you like the most

1. Earrings!!
2. Watch
3. Bags
4. Shoes
5. Dress
   

5 item that you dislike the most

1. Glasses
2. Ring
3. dunno
   

5 people that you love the most

1. Kazoku
2. Tomo dachi
3. Sensei
4. Hyde & Yasu
5. Koibito (haha)
   

5 people that you hate the most

1. Mawi
2. Pak lah (don't sue me)
3. Najib (again, don't sue me)
4. Bush (u can't sue me.haha)
5. Me when i'm helpless
   

5 color that you like the most?

1. Pink
2. Red
3. Black
4. Purple
5. White
   

5 color that you dislike the most?

1. Green
2. Yellow
3. Brown
4. Orange
5. Blue
   

5 things that you dream the most

1. go to Big Bang and ABC's concert
2. got one million-buy shoes,dress,bags
3. to be able to think like dr mahathir
4. koibito that meets my criteria.haha u wish
5. speak fluent japanese. one day perhaps.
   

5 of your positive character

1. dunno
2. u
   
3. tell
4. me
5. la
   

5 of your negative character

1. forgetful
2. cry baby
3. warm-tempered. hehe
4. can't make up my mind
5. coward
   

5 moments that you miss the most

1. life in smach
2. life when my brother was still around
3. life when i was a lil kid
4. life when i got what i want
5. life when everything seems innocent
   

5 moments that you do not want to remember at all?

1. my first day at smkm.really ug-ley
2. i tripped on my way to the toilet at r&r. dang!
3. kena baling dengan duster oleh cikgu sjarah
4. i fought with my parents
5. chemistry presentation. uwaagh~
   

5 positive characters of your best buddy

1. patient
2. understanding
3. cheerful
4. funny
5. innocent
   

5 negative characters of your best buddy

1. have a weird laugh
2. so kelam kabut
3. dah
4. lupa
5. dah
   

5 things that you happy to do the most (Of your entire life)

1. ponteng kelas
2. bully junior. yezzza!
3. kenakan aufa. wii~
4. nasyid time sekolah rendah.
5. menganyam ketupat bersama member2 tersayang
   

5 things that you regret the most

1. didn't express what i want to my parents
2. didn't visit ikhwan till his last day
3. tengok filem 'Jangan Tegur'
4. my brother crossed the road
5. didn't make up with my friends
   

SINGLE QUESTION

Favorite animal?

Horsie~

Favorite quote?

Bengong je.

Favorite actor?

Ikuta Toma, Haruma Miura, Johnny Depp

Favorite actress?

Horikita Maki, Aragaki Yui, Sharifah Amani, Aoi Miyazaki

Favorite things that you do when you are alone?

online.listen to music.daydreaming.

Favorite website?

mysoju.com

Favorite moment?

ano toki. hihi

Favorite sport?

Badminton of course!

Favorite vegetable?
Carrot, Mushroom, Cauliflower. Coleslawww!!

Favorite movie?

films by yasmin ahmad

Tag this to

yana bakri
aki
kak long
diah
juan
izzah nasir lagi sekali. haha

edisi tampar sampai mati

aish..

lagi seminggu nak final.

and i'm still lost. deserted.

someone slap me please.

so that i will finally realize.

kalau tak aku tak boleh ambil medic.




.....


aaah! peduli apa aku. masa depanku sudah ku pertaruhkan dari awal lagi.

hidup aku sudah bertukar arus sejak aku memilih cucms.

jadi mengapa harus aku gusar akan perkara ini lagi?

the result is still the same whether i like it or not.

oh! tidak

introducing.........













TOMOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WTF? najwa minat tomok???
tak..tak...jangan tuduh melulu..fitnah tu..
(cover line..cover line..)

aku tidaklah meminati jejaka ini seperti aku meminati hyde, yasu, ikuta dan haruma. dan t.o.p, g-dragon, tae yang, ruki.

tetapi mamat ini yang dikenali sebagai tomok, atau sekarang tidak lagi mahu menggunakan nama tersebut kerana bimbang "sejarah mungkin berulang" (lol) membuat keputusan untuk menggunakan nama sebenarnya iaitu inderawan. INDERAWAN? well, it sounds better without the 'wan' there.

anyway. who cares about his name?

he got talent dude! i mean, his voice is not that fantabulous, but what makes him survive in One In A Million (OIAM) is because of his creativity. he mixes the song to become a much better version, especially umbrella by rihanna, crazy in love by beyonce, ingin bersamamu by syafinaz and the latest one aku cinta padamu by sheila majid.

gawd i'm sick. sangat unbelievable. tetapi sekali lagi diulangi,

aku tidak meminati tomok/new boyz/shah inderawan/inderawan/peserta oiam yang memenangi immunity 2 kali/budak emo.

gagaga.




and i freaking like the hair.



.....


aw come on! like u don't know my taste oredy.

ketupat

kenapa perempuan suka buat ketupat? kerana perempuan lemah lembut. tidak menggunakan kekasaran untuk menyelesaikan sesuatu masalah. tapi tidak lemah dan tidak lembut apabila menggunakan mulut.

perempuan tiada pilihan lain selain membuat ketupat apabila berasa tidak puas hati akan sesuatu perkara atau seseorang. bagi perempuan, mereka (or should i say kami) bimbang dan takut jika kami menyatakan perkara itu di hadapan manusia tersebut, manusia berkenaan akan terasa hati/kecil hati/sakit hati/marah/sedih dan sewaktu dengannya. kalau lelaki, mereka menggunakan alternatif tangan dan kaki. tapi perempuan tiada alternatif sedemikian.

oleh sebab itu, perempuan amat gemarkan ketupat, walaupun hari itu bukan hari raya aidilfitri mahupun aidiladha.

ya, walaupun ketupat sudah berbakul-bakul siap tetapi masalah itu belum juga selesai, bahkan mungkin bertambah teruk. tetapi, sekurang-kurangnya beban kami berkurangan, cuma dosa sahaja bertambah. mungkin dua, tiga kali ganda. mungkin.

pengajaran artikel ini ialah, janganlah kita mudah membuat keputusan untuk membuat ketupat, walaupun kita sangat sukakan ketupat, kalau dalam satu hari tak buat ketupat memang kena gastrik. oleh itu, untuk mengelakkan perempuan membuat ketupat overtime, kita hendaklah terima dengan seadanya apa yang seseorang itu khabarkan kepada kita, baik atau buruk.

ya, mungkin kita akan kecil hati/terasa hati/sakit hati/marah/sedih, tapi setidaknya kita tahu mereka juga merasakan perkara yang sama apabila mereka membuat keputusan untuk meluahkan perkara itu kepada kita.

dan lelaki di luar sana, jangan ingat perempuan sahaja gemarkan ketupat. lelaki pun tidak ada bezanya. malah kadang-kadang sampai satu lori.


*******CINTAILAH BAHASA MELAYU 'BAKU'/'ORIGINAL' KITA***********

gunakan bahasa baku, bahasa surat instead of bahasa pasar. kerana itu lebih bermakna. :)

bila bosan

sekarang jam sudah pukul 5 pm
hati hendak baca math, mata mahu tidur,
otak mahu berhenti bekerja, tapi jantung masih rajin overtime
tangan gatal dengan keyboard, kaki gila menari
mulut terkunci rapat, telinga inginkan muzik

oh hati
tidak pernah berhenti vibrate
walau berkali-kali ku cuba silentkan
especially bila waktu exam
waktu mahu tanya soalan dalam kelas
waktu disoal mr eric
waktu ingin mula bicara dengan stranger
dan waktu lihat gene korea dan jepun

oh mata
meliar tidak tentu arah
selalu mencari manusia berambut seperti
yoshiki, top, reita, kim bum
manusia kool seperti
haruma, ikuta, teppei, hyun joong
manusia bersuara seperti
hyde, yasu, ruki, xiah

oh otak
kadang-kadang meluncur laju
kadang-kadang stuck dalam traffic
kadang-kadang kantoi disaman polis
kadang-kadang kebiru-biruan
..... er
silap, silap
kadang-kadang tenang seperti biru laut

oh jantung
berdegup bagai nak rak
pernah kufikir mahu saja kuhentikanmu
namun ku masih sayang diri
kerana Tuhan saja yang layak menyentuhmu

oh tangan
keletuk keletak 24 jam di keyboard
bila masa pegang pena
terus rebah sebelum berjuang
namun kau juga punca inspirasiku
dikala ku mahu mengenakan kawan ku
yang meroyan itu. haha

oh kaki
lately kau berbekas kemerahan
tatkala hati degil inginkan sepatu putih
yang membuatkan kau sesak
maafkan aku
kerana tanpamu, apalah harga sepatu putih itu
cinderella pun pandang sebelah mata saja

oh mulut
sangat sukar diramal
ada kala, kau terkunci, rapat
sampai beratus kunci pun tiada guna
namun ada kala
kau seperti popcorn yang tak berhenti-henti melompat
kerana kepanasan haba
haba yang membakar hati
tetapi mujur
kau masih sukakan kalimah Ilahi

oh telinga
selalu mendengar kata-kata tidak berasas
kerana diprovoke mulut mereka si durjana
selalu juga kau jadi mangsa acid black cherry dan big bang
tak mengapa sayang, it's worth it

sekarang jam sudah pukul 5.30 pm
dan aku bazirkan masaku dengan memblogging
kembalilah najwa
anggota-anggota mu menginginkan kau kembali
kepada satu khazanah yang tersadai di atas meja itu
oh math, here i come!

aku visual

i got this website from my lecturer. it's called VARK.

V=Visual
A=Aural
R=Read/Write
K=Kinestathic

secara mudah, website in menceritakan diri anda yang sebenar. all you have to do is fill in the questionnaire given, and then u'll see whether u're visual, aural, read/write or kinestathic. the first time i filled it, i got visual, but on the second time, i got kinestathic. so, it's like a combination of both. but definitely not read/write. cuz it's like too nerdy.

The VARK Questionnaire Results

• Visual=5
• Aural=4
• Read/Write=2
• Kinestathic=5

Results:Visual

some of them are true. i guess i am a visualize person. i visualize things, well, sometimes people too *wink*. dan aku suka berangan. gila gabak punya suka *gelak*. tapi aku tak berangan benda mengarut. mostly like how my life would be if i do this, do that, bla bla bla. itu bukan satu kesalahan, kan? sometimes berangan itu perlu, to encourage us. tapi dalam konteks aku, agak jarang memberi perangsang sebenarnya. *gelak lagi*

sugoi & saikou

i like watching japanese dramas. cuz to me the storyline is very good, despite what type of genre it is. and also because the ending is sometimes unpredictable and surprising. it's not like the way we want it to end, not like most of korean dramas.

anyway, i've listed some of my favourite japanese dramas yang bukan love story. *wink*

it's more to suspense, and these four dramas are definitely brilliant. :)

KUROSAGI (THE BLACK SWINDLER)

Yamashita Tomohisa plays Kurosaki, a young man whose family was destroyed by swindlers. Despite that, Kurosaki grows up to become a con artist known as Kurosagi. As Kurosagi, he swindles other con artists and returns the money to the original victim. He works with the master swindler Katsuragi Toshio (Yamazaki Tsutomu) even though Toshio had a hand in the destruction of Kurosaki’s family.

Kurosaki's life begins to change when he meets Yoshikawa Tsurara (Horikita Maki), a young law student who disapproves of his disrespect of the law. Can she persuade Kurosaki to give up swindling and his quest for revenge?

LIAR GAME

Based on the manga series of the same name, Toda Erika plays an honest college student, Kanzaki Nao, who receives a hundred million yen one day, along with a card saying she has been chosen to take part in the "Liar Game". The aim of the game is to trick the other players out of their hundred million dollars. At the end, the winner gets the hundred million and the loser is a hundred million yen in debt. The next day, she receives notification that her opponent is her former teacher, Fujisawa Kazuo. She goes to him, seeking help, but ends up getting tricked into handing her money over. Desperate, she approaches the police for help, but they are unable to do anything. However, she is told of a mastermind swindler, Akiyama Shinichi, who is to be released from jail the next day. Desperate, she goes to him for help.

MAOU

Ryo Naruse (Satoshi Ohno) is a two-faced lawyer: on the surface, he is a kind-hearted soul, representing the poor and earning the nickname "The Angelic Lawyer" from the press; but unbeknownst to anyone else, he is also a "devil," meticulously plotting the perfect revenge against those responsible for his younger brother's death. Naoto Serizawa (Toma Ikuta) is a gung-ho detective whose overzealous methods mask a dark past which he is trying to overcome. When a family acquaintance of Serizawa's is murdered, Serizawa is thrust in the middle of a multiple-homicide case which stirs up memories of a dark event from his past - and Naruse's.

BLOODY MONDAY

Takagi Fujimaru is a genius hacker facing off against a terrorist organization.

After a mysterious virus kills off a segment of the Russian population, Fujimaru has been recruited by the PSST to find out what happened in Russia when Third-I PSST agents had recovered an unknown memory stick containing files of the incident.

With his father accused of murdering his superior, Fujimaru is driven by the quest to find out the truth behind Bloody Monday.