akirameru..ka?

dilemma.

my cousin decided to quit from taking medical after completing his first year.

he's quite a genius. but he's afraid to inject people with needle.

not to mention the surgery thingy.

hmm...

then why did he take this course in the first place..?

he wants to quit. and i don't know what kind of journey will he choose next.

well.

this makes me think of quitting too.

since i know where i stand. and it's far below that level.

i'm not trying to give up.

but if i don't quit now, then it's gonna be much complex afterward.

people always respond to me by saying that:

"it's ok.u can do it"

"think positive.it's not that hard"

"this is a good opportunity.good job.good MONEY"

well, those people won't be saying that anymore when they put themselves in my shoes.

dosuru no? huh.. yappari mendou na..